Friday, May 20, 2005

Told the boss today

My boss came into my office today and asked my why I had not been producing this month. (I'm straight commission) He pressed until I told him I was looking for something different. He then tried to talk me out of it for a bit of time (which made me feel good) and then gave up. He told me I ought to put in my 30 day notice for the job, but I don't have another one lined out yet so I'm really cornered. It's rough, but I'm sure God will provide. I just need to find something that'll pay the bills and give us insurance. Money is not the motivating factor for me, but I gotta find something quick. Matthew 6:33 will help me out.

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

So a change of life is coming...

Upon arriving in Huntington, it was always clear to my wife and me that we were here for ministry purposes. However, over time I found jobs that took much time and effort and got frustrated with the process of church planting. I found other pastimes and many habits that were not becoming of a friend of God. Last month, after realizing how distant my wife and I really were from each other and God, we began to pray. We have summarily come to several important conclusions.

1. If we are going to stay in Huntington, we are going to focus on the ministry in our church body.
2. My job demands too much of my time and abilities, with too little compensation.
3. We need to change our spiritual direction now.

These conculsions mean that I am going to put out feelers for jobs. I've put in an application with Fed Ex, but they are presently on a hiring freeze. I don't want to stay in sales as it demands more of me than I am willing to give. Other applications have gone in with the Home Depot, but nothing has come of that yet. I need to make at least 25K a year with benefits for the job to be worthwhile and I don't believe the HD would pay that.

Another change will be our spiritual home life. We want to instate devotion time as a family. Also, phone calls with prayer during the course of the day helps. Encouraging letters to each other and encouraging those outside our home will bring us greater communication and I believe greater love.

If you, the reader know Jesus Christ and have a moment to pray, go ahead. 1 Peter 3:12-15

Monday, May 02, 2005

Learning to Post

I am just figuring out this blog thing and it's kinda fun. Who knows what sort of folk will read this. I think I shall first begin my blog with a song I have been writing. It is about the repentant thief who was crucified along with Jesus Christ and another thief. I wondered what it would be like to get inside his head and create a story of how he came to be crucified along with Christ, only to find forgiveness. Comments anyone?

(Verse 1)
Vagabond am I betrayer
of it seems the only one
that I could call my truest friend
and his father's only son.
(Chorus?)
In the field one day on fallow ground a seed was planted
Springing up the tree of which this song is sung
There for what he had my guilty hands were stained with blood and
Judgement fell upon this vagabond
(Verse 2)
Wind whistles a pire, the rabble's
clamoring for justice done
and so it seems I'll meet the Maker
by tomorrow's noonday sun.
(Chorus?)
In the field the tree is felled for it has found new purpose
Hewn into three posts and mounted up by dawn.
Barren rock, and blood, final breaths and vindication
Judgement is upon this vagabond.